Honestly most of my life… because I didn’t fully understand there is another way…and I still struggle with it now but I catch myself ands go to Jesus and I lay it at his feet… in my mind I know I would not of ever made it this far without God…so I did believe all my life there was a God… I just never fully understood till this past year all that goes with that
218What is it that you have never understood that your doing it in your own strength or is it sometimes forgetting God is watching over you, feel sometimes as humans we live freely which God prescribed thru us through Adam and Eve which is why that tree was their to begin with because he knew at some point someone would make a mistake as humans we are not perfect sometimes I know I do I strive to be so perfect to be the best better than everyone in aspects of my life even as a Christian try to learn to understand the most and sometimes whena small thing happens that perfect life turns evil turn in the world get upset with God to me that is also relying on urself rather than God