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Reflection · Living in Christ DailyIs it more challenging for you to trust or to surrender control?
That’s kind of like the chicken or the egg. Do I struggle surrendering control because I lack trust? Do I lack trust because I’m not in control? I think that in general, I have control issues because I can count on me. As a human, I know that know person care about what I care about anywhere near as much as I do. At the same time, I feel like I KNOW God cares even more than me, but He cares about it as it pertains to His plan, not mine. I sometimes have trouble accepting things that don’t go my way. And also, the real difference between “no” and “not now”. Or heck, what about “yes, but now”. I cannot wait to get to surrender.